i'm very stupid. very very stupid.
today had chi mid year. For paper 2, quite hard.
then srted getting very slpy then fell asleep. Regretted alot, last night i very tired liao but i still force myself to revise. ling shi bao fuo jiao. Then finally awake i tot still have alot of time. In the end, time's up my whole compre last page nvr do. only write 1 or 2 sentences. The whole exam I was thinking abt him. I tell u now i'm so fed up wif myself. Its so scary. Ever since I fell for him i cant focus on my studies. Thats the most stupid thing. I feel like screaming! what am I doing wif my life?! If I fail my chinese, I will knock him out of my head, even using a hammer or the wall. I will do whatever it takes to get him out of my life
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID CAPTAIN!(:
only happy thing today, physics class test got 22/25